Lets Take this posture

Justice Ders to get into the flow just feels right

and the clack of this board is a little jarring tbh,

switching

and that doesn't feel much better either

because my fingers slide over the keys when I go to fast

and I don't need to understand myself as soon as i write because

things reveal themselves to me too.

Posture

Sway over the beat

the sound of fireworks on the fourth

the pops, and booms

that clip the air

i imagine one of them flying through

the walls and

through my side

it meets me

watching it in this mirror

every distraction keeps me away

from the fact I

don't feel same

I said be honest

look where where got us

I'm

I'm a seafaring green goddess

with the creativity of the moon elders

to survive a bitter winter

on the brink of death

and what of this I ask myself

only i appear in the form

of a former loved one

and the thought of a severed connection keeps me away

but what remains?

and I come back to the thought

~ YOU ARE NOW TUNING INTO THE STREAM ~

what is this hesitation called

it feels draining

I think maybe indica, 10 minutes

its all a choice